help

so thedude i totally sexuallly gave mnyself to was just usikng me and i responded by bingeing on what may or maynot have involved ketamine. this is the worst thrwad i'll ever make but WHAT THE FUCK. wjhat what what what, where died at leasty 3 h9urs of my life go, i feel erruble, terruble, absolurtelyt terrbiel, this is why no man will ever love me. TERRIBLE. i was like YOU'RE MEAN! and he was like ITS YOUR FAULT FOR BEING A SLUT! and i was like i'll show you i'll puke o a stragers staircase!!!!!!!!!

i'm an awful person. berate me. just berate me. give me the shit i deserbe. go.