Like last night i received gig photos of one of my first gigs and im so excited about them, some of them i hate but on the whole im like ''oh look thats me on a stage!! waaaaow!'' because its what ive wanted to do for so long. Ive got a right to be excited?

i feel like i cant bring up music things in certain situations. I mentioned my photos this morning and ive never seen a conversation change so quickly in my life, and its not the first time its happened.

Sometimes i do hold back when chatting about things or experiences, because people think im bragging.

does anyone else get this or feel this way? it sucks balls