The other night, my friend got drunk.

So drunk that he was sat on my bathroom floor, crying.
Saying "it hurts", tears rolling down his face.
He kept telling us he though he was dying, and genuinely terrified.

We gave him our mobile phone, and instructed him to call an ambulance if he really was about to die.

As it was his birthday, we gave gave him more cider instead of cleansing water.

He didn't die.

Two days prior to this, after a heavyish night.
A came down stairs, had a few jazz cigs with ma m8s.

I then walked to the bathroom, and was very sick, blood came out.
There was a split second where a really thought " I might be about to die here", as i was being violently sick (+ weed brain)
I kept quiet though.

If you're about to die, keep it to yourself. Don't go on about it.

& if you do go on about it, make sure you do.

SO.

Anyone ever thought - "I might be about to die"