it was young repulsive posh people fancying each other and breaking up and that and has had the knock on effect of making me feel entirely disgusted by any sort of flirting/mating/dating/relationship/love rituals.

for the first time in ages, i am truly happy to be alone. alone with my things. lovely and alone. away from anything remotely resembling what i just saw...the absolute horror of what i just saw.

i can never forget what i just saw. never.